Did you miss me, girls?
I somehow didn’t feel like posting yesterday, but i was on internet watching Freaks and Geeks ♥.
Actually i was on internet only in the evening because i was in grandparents summer house, i never want to go there, but when i do then i have fun. Really! I look through old photographs and swim in the pond and eat nice food grandmother prepares. I am not a potato lover, but little local potatoes with herbs from the garden are really delicious!
Back to internet and movies – the next movie i am excited to watch is The perks of being a wallflower :
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Come on there is Ezra freakin’ Miller!
I first saw Ezra a few years ago in City island which is another great movie, i Love his weird characters and his weird look, hard to guess what nationality he is. Maybe it’s because i’m the same 
Talking about weird…
Nearby forest
You can not see it in picture, but this path goes seriously uphill, really uphill. I took this picture with my phone while running in Biķernieku forest near my house. I decided to take a different route than usually and somehow ended up in a Jewish cemetery. I knew there is a cemetery in this forest in other side of street, but i forgot that there is a smaller one in that side too. I stopped running when saw the cemetery and just walked while saying a prayer ( i am Christian, but it doesn’t matter ) . It felt really strange, i was the only alive soul in the forest, 30 minutes i didn’t see anyone, but i felt that i am not alone, i felt like there are souls of dead persons, one moment i felt that someone will show up and i will become Melinda Gordon from the Ghost whisperer. Lame, sorry, it is just that there was this strange energy, the sadness and pain in the air. It made me think about my grandmother (christian) who is dead now and was deported to Siberia with her family when she was only 14 while her younger sister still a baby, how they were sent there in dirty, crammed cattle wagons. Brr, don’t want to talk more about it, but i could say a lot, my great-great grandfather from fathers side also got deported. People usually think that the biggest sufferers in history are Jews and black people, but Euopeans have had their fair share of problems too.
What movies are you excited for? Has your family members suffered from racism, USSR or such?
Eli~
